Abysmalia - Whispering Insomnia Lyrics
They think they eradicate their impact on the things that make me failAnother useless trial on facing another dayHow are my defects fixed if I can't exclude their faces awayThis erratic puzzle I cannot solve todayAnd as I walk around all the thoughts are brought back to my mindI can't ignore I feel why the ***** I've been so blindNo direct accusations but silent threats connected to no oneThis obstinate depravity inside is what I have become"I am now asleep, yet awake in a senseGazing at the gate to another differenceThe portal opens, revealing a new dimensionBut I turn away - there's so much I have left undone"Now that I have closed the gate that would grant me another way:To relinquish my entity and embrace nothing I could serve todayThere is only another option I have outruled ever since day oneI have to save some closure on matters I never though to be done