Dark Angel - An Ancient Inherited Shame Lyrics
"An Ancient Inherited Shame" by Dark AngelFemininity, a sacred lifeMy goals and dreams achieved, or soon they mightUnintruded being, innocentYoung, with a hopeful future to be spent I can't believe my idiocy You came along with your invasion Your act of violence not of lust Upon me...Racing through these darkened streets at nightFleeing from this terror that haunts meI am chosen, this can't be rightThe pain that your thrust brings(chorus) I don't want your flesh I'm not your whore But you want my blood I'm not a whore Trapped down here inside A nightmare that's become reality A heinous violation Of my humanityRight before my eyes I see my worldFractured so precise by one so coldThrough your veins run ice, I beg of theeAs I lie paralyzed please let me be From within your sould I stare I don't think I'll live to see this end You'll reign eternally through my nightmares If I ever sleep againThe hatred directed at me 'cause of what I amIs chilling as the defilement itselfI wonder, what kind of beast is man?What emotions are and not felt? I don't want your flesh I'm not your whore But you want my blood I'm not a whore I can't even comprehend Why this act has come to be Proven time and time again The ultimate sadistic release(bridge)This violent form of incarcerationTrapped by savagery, helpless I lieI refuse this indoctrinationThough you shatter this inner sanctum of mine An ancient inherited shame Bonding women and horror Outlasting the boundaries of time Enslaved forevermore Inherent crimes Through generations has become A terror cycle....You can't see me but you feel meYou only want what you don't understandYou can't have me so you take meForever scarred where you've stamped your brand You look in my eyes and you tell me What do you see? Of this I'm deserving?You can't see me but you feel meYou only want what you don't understhandYou can't have me so you take meForever scarred where you've stamped your brandYou need to crush me with your lividityDoes this make you feel more like a manYou can't have me, so you rape meMy innocence strangled by your handThis must be necrophilia, for I am dead insideYour violent misogyny, your strength drowns my criesIn shock, I'm crippled with disbeliefThis can't be happening to meOh god, this hurts, I'm bleeding from friction"Unconcious" I'm pleading to be You cannot imagine the anger I feel Nor can you imagine the pain and despair This double jeopardy soon happens again When they scrape me for semen and hair My mind is frozen with your face intact This atrocity from which I haven't been spared From now on, I'll only know lovemaking through An act of intense terrorThe malevolence which purs over meYou fill me with your rageIT's mortifying, diabolical,Controlling through this stageI struggle to cope with what's happeningI'm praying for my deathI've done nothing wrong, I've been victimizedSo I'll pray for yours instead The physical torment inflicted upon me Is insufferable but it doesn't compare To your terrible criminal mentality And the scars I'll forever bear To live through this brutal show of force Will cause me years of torment and grief Awaiting this misery to run its course As I scream out innocent pleas (repeat bridge)This violent form of incarcerationTrapped by savagery, helpless I lieI refuse this indoctrinationThough you shatter this inner sanctum of mine An ancient inherited shame Bonding women and horror Out;lasting the boundaries of time Enslaved forevermoreI will force myself to carry onAnd vengeance will be ultimately mineIf you are not imprisoned soonBy my hands you will die...(chorus) I don't what your flesh I'm not your whore But you wnat my blood I'm not a whore Though rape you've created me A victim not above revenge A churning, seething mass of hate But you haven't conquered my soul
