Esham - Mental Stress Lyrics
"He should never even see daylight again, never""I have apologized publicly for the...for the Mental ang...for the Mental Stress and emotional stress that I have a...and I said to those people to umm...I feel bad about it too.."[Chorus]How I need the eternal restHelp me through my mental stress (My mental stress)How I need the eternal restHelp me through my mental stress (My mental stress)How I need the eternal restHelp me through my mental stress (My mental stress)How I need the eternal restHelp me through my mental stress (My mental stress)See I've been to Hell and back, and that's a factI get a flashback one day I'm a snackMy mind is gone, to each his ownI wish the whole world would just leave me aloneI wanna die, I do not dieI'm on the far-side and it's passin' me byI wanna cry, I do not cryI have to tell me, myself and IAnd who am I, I don't understandWipe that ass once the shit hit's the fanBlack man, my man, manGod damn man, all man, manNo shit, tell me somethin' I don't know, no hopeAnd I can't cope wit' the mental stress[Chorus]How I need the eternal restHelp me through my mental stress (My mental stress)How I need the eternal restHelp me through my mental stress (My mental stress)How I need the eternal restHelp me through my mental stress (My mental stress)How I need the eternal restHelp me through my mental stress (My mental stress)Life ain't nothin' but bullets manAnd who's that nigga with the gun in-hand?(What nigga?) This nigga, (What nigga?) That nigga(What nigga?) This nigga, finger on the trigger(Oh no, whatchya gonna do now boy?)I'm finna go nuts like an Almond JoyBang my head against the wall three times until it bleedWicked Witch of the East, the belly of the beastSee, that's just how it beNobody really gives a ***** about meAnd ya see, that I ain't got no hopeSomebody help me cope with this mental stress[Chorus]How I need the eternal restHelp me through my mental stress (My mental stress)How I need the eternal restHelp me through my mental stress (My mental stress)How I need the eternal restHelp me through my mental stress (My mental stress)How I need the eternal restHelp me through my mental stress (My mental stress)Lock me up and throw away the keyGod took my mind and said ***** meI kick the wicked shit until I can't nomoreI black out so much I can't think nomoreTil' I die, til' I die, when will I die?How you be a homicide without an alibiNo lie, I can't wait til' I dieNiggas still think Heaven's up in the skyAnd voices in my head call my name at nightSometimes I don't know wrong from rightInsight, Twilight Zone's my homeI put the chrome to my dome when I'm all aloneBy my lonely, I'm gonna join my dead homieNo hope, and I can't cope with the mental stress[Chorus]How I need the eternal restHelp me through my mental stress (My mental stress)How I need the eternal restHelp me through my mental stress (My mental stress)How I need the eternal restHelp me through my mental stress (My mental stress)How I need the eternal restHelp me through my mental stress (My mental stress)