Everon - Carousel Lyrics
I hope one day I will grow out of thisThen I will leave this battlefieldGood or bad depends on your point of viewAnd I can see things from both sidesJust one more classic case of catch-22Things don't have a simple truthSo you ask where this is leading meOnly I don't have an answer yetSeeing things black and white is for the weakI'm strong enough for shades of greyWhile searching for the perfect compromiseI am driven to despairSo my thoughts are spinning aroundFor I know my problem wellAnd I wonder, will I ever getOut of this carouselYou are trying in vainTo reach me with your handsBut all that I can sayIs I hope you understandSo I am caught between the chairs againWhile everybody else does fineIt's just my nature to move back and forthAlways trying not to offendI cannot decide whether to refuseOr to reach out for your helping handSo my thoughts are spinning aroundFor I know my problem wellAnd I wonder, will I ever getOut of this carouselYou are trying in vainTo reach me with your handsBut all that I can sayIs I hope you understandMeanwhile I'm trying to make up my mindFeeling like I'm paralysedWhat's the sense of it all, is it...Because of you and IBecause of fearOr just because of allThat I wish to have nearIt's about really stupid thingsBut they keep growing untilThey seem to tear me apartSo my thoughts are spinning aroundFor I know my problem wellAnd I wonder, will I ever getOut of this carouselYou are trying in vainTo reach me with your handsYou ask for explanationsUntil things make senseWell, I don't have anySo all that I can say isI hope you understandIt is because you and IBecause of fearBecause of allThat I wish to have nearIt's about really stupid thingsOf no major sizeBut they keep on growingUntil a part of me dies