Saigon - Pain In My Life Lyrics
(feat. Trey Songz){"Pain in my live"}[Saigon:]Young Felicia was only four when she learned how to ride a bikeNow she fourteen ridin' every Tom, Dick, and MikeI tell her "that ain't nice, why you livin' so trife"She told me "MYOB, homie, you don't know mw{"It's so much pain in my life"} Her sister the sameFelecia claims she the one who hipped her to the gameShe *****ed Jermaine because Jermaine had a shiny chainNow when she pee on the potty she feel a minor painAnd she noticed her vagina changing; and not for the betterShe see bumps and all kinds of thingsThe doctor suggested she take a HIV test, she said "Yes"Now she waitin to rest, she so stressed{"So much pain in my life"} And so say the bum on the cornerWhen I ask him why he bummin' for quartersWas it him, or was it government order; Said he thirstyI offered him water, but he said he want somethin' strongerHe said {"There's pain my life"} Said he needs something to numb itSomethin' to burn a hole in his stomachFirst I said "naw", but after talking to him; It was clearthat his wife was his life and dope had murder the woman{"So much pain in my life"} That bum used rum to keephis feelings numb; Felicia was out there killin' themHer a fatherless daughter, him a daughterless fatherShe a nymhomaniac, he got his toughts in th bottleWould it help for them to walk with a bibleThey both say, "nah" the finf Religion as akward as I doI could holla give a dollar but what more could I doNot much, they got *****ed, it's what we call survival[Chorus: Trey Songz]{"So much pain in my life"}You feel this pain I've been havin'Wouldn't lead to much changeCuz down here, not muched changedCause everbody wanna thug, mayn{"So much pain in my life"}If you knew the pain I sustainedJust from lettin' my gun bangIf you would pump your breaks young maynYou'd jump in the other lane[Saigon:]{"So much pain in my life"} I know how it feelI been in jail with none of my niggaz keepin' it realNo dough, no mail, it was "yo, go to hell"Now they jealous cuz I'm hangin' out with Cocoa ChanelEven though I got pain in my life I keep it discreetI got a deal, I still sleep in the streetY'all hustle to get the keys to a jeep; til the judgethrow the book at you *****ers and tell you to read it and weep{"So much pain in my life"} to let me not forget about LendonThe preacher been feelin' on him for a minuteTold if he told his sould would be dementedEven if he made it to the gate he wouldn't get in it{"It's pain in my life"} Y'all niggaz use pain for a gimmickBut Lendon pain got pushed to the limitGot em' layin on the sofa one night, his throat slicedWith a suicide not and a knife, what he write{"It's so much pain in my life"} That he's no longer wantin' to live itBreathin' is no longer important, forget itWhat he didn't write is that he was molested since he was fiveAnd would rather die before he was forced to admit itHe said {"It's pain in my life"} this pain niggaz feel everydayMy middle finger wave high to the criticsI didn't get it, so what? Maybe I should just stay awayAnd let my man, Trey Songz and them hit it[Chorus x2]
