Smoking Popes - Pretty Pathetic Lyrics
You should have heard me sobbingAs I drove home that nightGot into bed and stayed thereFor days I just laid thereHaving been permanently changedBut we won't get into that nowLet's take it from the startYou should have seen me smilingLike the world was mineShe used to call me babySoftly, sometimesBut if I dwell on those days too longI feel like my life is overAnd that's no goodSo let's move onTo the part where I begin to senseHer distanceI panic and hold on tighterBut that makes it worseHow am I supposed to take itWhen she said:"This is something I'm going through,It's got nothing to do with you"I had a special evening all planned outDesperately determined to reigniteSome spark between usShe had to feel something for meA love as strong as oursDoesn't just go awayYou can't just turn it offUnless she was lying all those timesBut I don't think soI really don't think soThe way she used to look at meMade me a thousand feet highThe meaning of the word coolNot the same geekWho fumbled through his words that nightThe ugliest nightI said some pretty awkward thingsI got the feeling that she felt sorry for meI should have seen it was hopeless and left it aloneBut I had to go on embarrassing myself"I miss what we had I need you so badly,I miss what we had I need you so badly"I must have sounded pretty pathetic, I knowThat's why I don't blame her for what she saidBut listen to me ramblingWe don't know each other that wellBut you're so easy to talk toI feel like I can tell you almost anythingI hope I haven't put you offI have a tendency to do thatWhy don't I just be quiet?
