Strung Out - Mind Of My Own Lyrics
It's four o' clockThe TV's onMy mind is shut off and my own thoughts are goneI change the channelI change my mindI change my life I want to leave it all behind'Cause I don't have a mind of my ownI am influenced by everything I seeAnd I can't help it nowEverything in my life just thinks for meCan't help this habit I'm in love with my diseaseWorshiping my idle time a life I cannot seizeTrapped by depression and I sleep all dayBut zanax, valium, attavan makes it all okIt's so much more than a cry for attentionNo loving hands can soothe this acheSo much more than a war with the worldIt's my own degradation it's my own self hateI preach my pessimismRight out loud to anyone who'll listenI'm not afraid to be aliveI'm afraid to be aloneLate at night my monsters find meFrom under the bed or right out of my pastAll alone with nobody to talk toSanity gets put to the testI close my eyes but I'm still hauntedSometimes I get too twisted to sleepAs all my world crumbles all around meInspirations become admissions of defeat'Cause I don't have a mind of my ownEverything in my life just thinks for me
