The Wonder Years - I Was Scared And I’m Sorry Lyrics
I've been obviously on the verge of a mental breakdown this weekStuck between your dirty sheets and back-lit memoriesAnd I've been putting off things like getting my shit out of your apartmentI've been making up excuses about the things that you might needAnd I've been trying to find out where everyone's beenBut they're nowhere and I'm nothingAnd I've been trying to stay as busy as I canI finally broke on Christmas EveIn an Outback Steakhouse bathroom while my family ordered for meHaven't been losing sleep, no I pass out almost instantlyThe bad dreams get worse every weekI think I'm losing a little of meI'm getting better, but it's in small stepsI'm working on sleeping on the leftI just can't blame New York for thisAnd so I'm down again, but this time it's differentI'm mourning something that I missAnd that's better than being hopelessI'm counting back on all my mistakesFrom the back of the cop car where you told me you loved me'Cause after that night, I got scared and I'm sorryBut hey, what can I say?And I've been trying to find out where everyone's beenBut they're nowhereI'm still nothingAnd I've been trying to find old friendsI'm getting better, but it's in small stepsI'm working on sleeping on the leftI just can't blame New York for thisAnd so I'm down again, but this time it's differentI'm mourning something that I missAnd that's better than being hopelessIt's getting weird to thinkAbout the house on Manson StreetAnd how neither of us live thereIt's probably emptyShe watches Breakfast at Tiffany's, it calms her completelyI guess Sarah Marshall does the same for meIt's nothing when she's leaning on me and saying she's sorryI'm obviously on the verge of a mental breakdown this weekI'm getting better, but it's in small stepsI'm working on sleeping on the leftI just can't blame New York for thisAnd so I'm down again, but this time it's differentI'm mourning something that I missAnd that's better than being hopeless
