Vic Mensa - Fear And Doubt Lyrics
[Hook: Kenna]I live in a daze, ridin' through the phaseGoin' out in a blaze and I blaze and I blazeLighting in the flames, burnin' in the raidsGoin' out in a blaze and I blaze and I blaze[Verse 1: Vic Mensa]Disturbin' of the narrow-point reflection of myselfQuestionin' what is my life to become?I wonder if I'll ever be the man, my momma wish I wasOr will I end up victim to the hand of a gun?Given the current circumstances I stand aloneNo one to hold me but me, I mean it's hard not to be stressedStretchin' myself to the bone, can't feel my chestI been heavin' cause all this smoke I been breathin' in just to not be depressedAll the pressures from record labels around meIn a benz still trynna sign meFinally in a position to put all that shit behind meHow many mothers have a son they never know?Nobody questions what they do, nobody wonders where they goI'm goin' around in circles chasin' myself in contradictionWith a pistol to the back of my headProlly pull the trigger the moment after I make it bigPretty white seats in the Lambo all plastered in redMy nigga, me? Naturally I forever be flyIt's in my blood, it has to be, how could I ever be not?Ain't a question when and where cause I forever get mineStand in my way, that be the day they get a deputy shotGoin' back? ***** that. That used to be meI used to be weak, we used to be thievesStill my shoes for a second, think about itWould you be me? What would you do? ***** would you do?[Hook][Verse 2: Joey Purp]Holla at your boy, it's Purple baby they label meA problem and I probably am, so I don't knock 'emHow I pull up in that Caddy on trims? Clean chakrasWith a Oscar-winning *****, she got on door knockersAnd I'm knocking down your door if it's war, partnerD Pack Purple, that boy consciousJocked for Biancis, come back with a pound aBroccoli like how he? Why he? Cause I beMoving through the city like a IV, trynna be monogamousBut I got pictures of my dick like I'm the shit cause I'm the shitAnd I only promise thisTo my little girl, I'mma bring you the worldYo ***** thatNiggas start to talk, but that talkin' shit out the conversationYou young niggas gon' ***** up and start some complicationsYour baby mothers, your cousins, grandmother's congregatin'One more time and your *****in' life confiscatedI seen good niggas die for less so how you trippin'?A higher power sends you and your niggas on your missionThe Muslims preach to the Jews to preach to the Catholics and ChristiansMy brother's serving a life sentence, nigga how you livin'?My homie get it on the boat, nigga how you get it?My momma used to like to snort, nigga how you feel it?I asked him if it's easy to kill, he said hardlyKilled a nigga in the club, took the life out the party, huh?[Hook][Break: Vic Mensa]This is me at the end of the dayForget the talkin', forget all of the lies and forget all of the camerasWho's who and who's watchin'?The water for my soul for the day I hit the coffin[Outro: Vic Mensa] x6Know I'mma get mine, I'mma get mineI'mma get mine, I'mma get mine
