Yellowcard - Firewater Lyrics
You sat me down beside myselfTo show me all the reasons I was wrong for youWas this for real? It's hard to tell'Cause it was such a beautiful mess we had got intoI'm gonna overcome this, paper hearts can't win this timeAnd all along I should have known this wasn't your dream, it was mineI know you wanted me to give up this life to beEverything I was back when you had the hands my heart was inI was never good at goodbye...Can I swallow this bottle whole?So this brain in my head can forget your faceWhen we were starting out, you believed in me without a doubtYou were the finest thing to happen to a boy like meIt's so much harder now, I wanna try and tell you howThere is so much love in me, even though it's hard to seeAnd I was never good at goodbye...Can I swallow this bottle whole?So this brain in my head can forget your faceCan I swallow this bottle whole?'Cause I'd rather be dead than make more mistakesToday I couldn't stay awakeFeels like I'm drowning in this firewater lakeI won't be sleeping much tonightIt's not the same without you lying by my side(Right beside me)Can I swallow this bottle whole?So this brain in my head can forget your faceCan I swallow this bottle whole?'Cause I'd rather be dead than make more mistakesI know you wanted me to give up my life to be(Can I swallow this bottle whole?)Everything I am when you're the only thing that I can see(Can I swallow this bottle whole?)I'm sorry but you're not the, not the only one for me(So this brain in my head can forget your face)You left me here beside myselfLeft me with all the reasons why I was wrong for you