Boondox - Monster Lyrics
Monster, how should I feel?Creatures lie hereLooking through the windowMonster, how should I feel?Creatures lie hereLooking through the windowMonster, how should I feel?Creatures lie hereLooking through the windowI'm not afraid of the darkBut I'm afraid of my heartAnd I'm afraid that everything is gonna fall apartAlways afraid that things will never get betterI went from writing down rhymesTo typin' suicide lettersDiagnosed with paranoiaYou can check my prescriptionI'm a manic depressiveOne of my many conditionsI'm not a prophet though I say itBut I'm seein' a visionMy life, it was beyond it one a one-way collisionIf ignorance is blissThen I'm devoid of any sorrows'Cause I don't wanna know the outcomeOf today or tomorrowI just wanna hide inside my own private HellHow can I ever get to HeavenWhen so many angels fell?I'm just a human beingI'm just only being humanWith eternity and judgementFrom another always loomin'It's a wonder that I made itWith these visions in my headWith all these monsters at my windowStarin' at me in my bedMonster, how should I feel?Creatures lie hereLooking through the windowMonster, how should I feel?Creatures lie hereLooking through the windowIf you're a friend to me or kin to meAn enemy or into meI'm begging on a bended kneeCome and put an end to mePut me out my miseryPermanently, no injuryI'm tired of fighting entitiesI'm running out of energyFeel like a lost boySearchin' for the answersJust waitin' on tragedyA heart attack or even cancerSo many monsters hidin'Waitin' 'round the corner for usIf life is like a songI'm at the verse and searchin' for the chorusMaybe I should stop and take a momentPut it in perspectiveMaybe I should take a knifeAnd take a life and get injectedI just wanna go outOn my own *****in' termsKnowing it was me that put meIn the dirt and with the wormsI think I'll pop another pillTry to heal the illWash it down with gasolineLight a match and that's for realBut I'll just probably go to sleepAnd try to clear my headHiding from these monstersAt my window, underneath my bed[Muffled Singing]Monster, how should I feel?Creatures lie hereLooking through the windowMonster, how should I feel?Creatures lie hereLooking through the window
