Emery - I Never Got To See The West Coast Lyrics
So is it courage or strength and is that what I'm waiting for?If I could just kill myselfwould it also kill the remorse?I wanted so badly to catch a breakbut I'm only breaking down.I'm still here and standingbut if it's up to me I don't think I'll be hanging aroundThe drink slips down my throatand the burn cures nice and slow.All the worst parts I wouldn't want you to seeThe only parts left of meNow, here I am Just a kid without a better plan.But it's the simple thoughts that haunt me the most.I never got to see the west coastSpent my nights just asking why Would God let me become like this.Was it a joke from the start?Was I suppose to laugh more at it?And everyone's quoting their teachers and preachersbut their words make me feel so alone.No one ever says that they've had those thoughtsin the middle of the night.No one ever admits that they wanted to take their life.The drink slips down my throatand the burn cures nice and slowAll the worst parts I wouldn't want you to seeThe only parts left of meNow, here I am Just a kid without a better plan.But it's the simple thoughts that haunt me the most.I never got to see the west coastBut it's the life I dreamed I haveThe love I would find in my graspThe words I could share with someone.Those thoughts keep the breath in my lungsThat tomorrow my hope will become full filled by a love that can't be undone.And save a wretch like me.So if the drink slips down your throatand the burn cures nice and slow.All the worst parts you wouldn't want me to seeThe same parts, I have in meNow, that scares me to thinking this wayI feel just like you doBut when you're by yourself you should knowOne day we got to see the west coast.