Hestya - If you had been there Lyrics
I would be strong I would be sane, I wouldn’t feel so forsakenI guess it is too late and there’s no point to be, For ever going back over the same old storyNow would you be proud? Would you be pleased?, Do you only remember meAll I need to know is that you remember meI have spent so much time trying to recollect, All the smallest details about your voice and shapeI pictured you tall and strong, or rather coward and weak, Anyway I’ll never know what you’re likeWhy it happened to me, not to somebody else? Have I done something wrong, am I the one to blame?Who has taken my place, who is sharing your life, Tell me who do you kiss goodbye at nightIf you had been there, if you had cared, If you had taken timeI would be strong I would be sane, I wouldn’t feel so forsakenI guess it is too late and there’s no point to beFor ever going back over the same old storyIf you had been there we could have talk, you could have hold my hand,lead me through life, show me a way, be a modelIf you had been there, if only you had cared, You would have heard meScream for you at night and wiped away my tearsI wonder where you have been all these yearsTell me where have you beenI grew up on my own, I’ve always try my best, Not to give in to pain, not to pity myselfDespite the void you have left in my life, Despite the lack of love, my bleeding insideNow that years have gone by, I’m coming to accept, I should not brood over my few memories leftI will not jolt every time the phone rings, I won’ t ever expect you to appearI will not ever expect you to appearSOLOI’ll deal with my regrets, hope you will do with yours, I’ve been mourning for you far too longAnd if there’re wounds that time cannot heal, My scars’ll always remind me what I’ve been throughNow that I’ve raised myself, now that your part is done, I start a new chapter, my new life has begunYou’re not in my present, you weren’t in my past, You weren’t there at my first, I won’t be at your last
