K-Rino - Struggle Addiction Lyrics
[Intro]Touch that iron enough timesYou start realising that it's pretty hotBut at what point do you stop touching it?Come onYou know it never works but you keep doing it anywayYou know it never works but you keep trying it anyway[Verse 1]Real questionWhy do I indulge in things that make it seem like I'm in love with pain?Everybody speculatin' why the rug was stained'Cus the sweat and tears dried but the blood remainedNow I'm layin' back thinkin' bout my cousin, maneI'm on some other sh-, like when the subject changeAnd the moment that I walked inside, judgement came'Cus I ain't have a dozen chains like club or laneI guess you could say that I sacrificed some pay'Cus I chose not to sign my whole life awayBut anything in hindsight seems suffice to sayAnd even the broken clock is right twice a dayNow, my main afflictions are pain addictionThe same condition, but I won't change prescriptionsSo by definition I'm insane, the customer's guffin''Cus only a fool keeps goin' back to receive nothin'[Hook]I must have a struggle addiction'Cus I won't change my troubled existenceI'm still livin' but somethin' is missingKeep doin' the same thing, leadin' to the same painI really must love this condition'Cus I won't find another positionI'm too triflin' and stubborn to listenKeep doin' the same thing leadin' to the same name[Verse 2]Now despite people's envious ways of feelin' fineOnly dream that you seem to have is killin' mineI show love they wasn't thinkin' about showin' itWhile I was bringin' 'em up I was sinkin' without knowin'Enabling the slick-hearted to make my life harderAs I'm saving them from drowning they pulling me underwaterDead weight brings you down, I wasn't knowing that thenIt's best to cut a loose string than try to sow it back inI blame me, for failin' to move onOnly fools keep walkin' on glass with no shoes onDedicated to my craft, it's been a turbulent rideSometimes it takes more away from me than what it providesStill I keep comin' back to it and takin' a beatin'Like a person who just won't leave somebody that's cheatin'And if your plan fell through a few times let me tell yaOne of the main ingredients of success is failure[Hook][Verse 3]See, be trueSee through, every blatant and weak moveDeceitful people, say they're waiting to sweep you(?)If you're struggling, make doYou can run for ever but you can never escape youThis learned behaviour was too vicious to discernNever did you think that your life would be taking this turnNothing to be trusted at all, even the kiss burnsNot knowing the feeling of having something when it's earnedSadly, crafted, (?) to grab meInto the bottomless misery bag, tryin' to add mePlus you, now you in deep the pressure because youWondering if anybody actually loves youTurn rat, one that you trusted in done thatOnce that happens your confidence never comes backSystems, twisted, spiritually conflictedBut if you're listening then you're in position to fix it[Hook]
