K-Rino - Tower of Sadness Lyrics
(Verse 1)What are the causes and the seeds of depressionWho's ultimately affected, these are the questionsWe all stand guilty and in need of a blessingSo we weave through the scripturesTo read as a referenceFoundations were laid years ago etched inNeglection, rejection sent you in that directionYour heart was exposed with no kind of protectionThe innocence you displayed was met with aggressionLethal Injection to my trust of the massesIn the vein of my good side the needle was castedSeeking to find peace in a hour of madnessTryin'a stop adding bricks to my tower of sadnessEvery day the hurt builds, deeper and deeper it drillsNobody is understanding so I keep it concealedAll these artificial people say they're keeping it realFalse happiness in alcohol, reefer and pillsCome on(Chorus)Tryin'a find my way through all this darkness in my lifeIn the meantime until that day, I keep runnin' towards that lightAnd even if I don't succeed at least I know I did my bestAll day long I keep on runnin' til I reach that happiness(Happiness)(Verse 2)They sit watching me closely, hesitant to approach meHoping that I'll let a professional diagnose meInstead of communicating, they wait to sedate meMaking me deflate to unsafely medicate meAnd turn me to a vegetableWith anti-depressants broA *****tail of Paxil, Zoloft and LexaproThe Prozac and Cymbalta make my moods alterNot only mentally but my physical started to falterSo hard, oh lord, no money, no jobWon't starve, options, sell dope, go robCan't seem to get no peace of mindIt's so chaotic and frustrating, borderline schizoDeal with it, Get help, must make a fast choiceConversations in my head, good voice, bad voiceDon't jump, jump now, somebody come help meI just wish that me in my own head would accept me(Chorus)(Verse 3)Mind state not good, hurting since childhoodOver time your heart got harder than plywoodTrying to avert war, peace is what you search forAbuse from your parents, constructed the first floorFrom love they disarmed you, the drugs only harm youThe mental facilities they build don't reform youEvery night you fight to not use the rifleYour offspring heirs is the generational cycleIf tears could come out my eyes I would have been cryingThey must be going backward and drowning me from the insideDepression is testing me a real problem I might haveStress is the ocean and I'm floating on a life raftPrayers in my head but I'm too shook to dial oneEverybody claim they got faith until the trial comeLong as you live you gonna have to face a lot of testsYou can take god all day with no side effects(Chorus/Outro)
