Kool G Rap & DJ Polo - Still Wanted Dead Or Alive Lyrics
[Kool G. Rap]Help me doctor doctor cause I'm seein lots of spotsI'm thinkin of pink elephants with little polka dotsI'm tiredcrazy tiredbut I can not get no sleepCause every time I close my eyes I think I'm six feet deepI feel I'm goin slow as hell but everything is speedinLast night I woke up screamin and my bathroom walls were bleedinI thought I fell asleep at workbut then when I awokeI was all alone and had my own hands on my throatClippings from the newspaper of murders my librarySometimes I get a urge to walk inside a cemetaryI looked into a mirror seen a rope around my neckI smoked a lot of cigarettes, cause I'm a nervous wreckTryin to relax, I ran some water in the tubVision somebody slaughtered, then the water turned to bloodI'm runnin down the hallway tryin to reach an exit doorThe more and more I run seems like it's further than beforeVoices sometimes tell me what I won't do, what I will doVoices in my head right now are tellin me to kill youFilled up with anxiety, I went to Lover's LaneSeen a couple kissin, then blew out the brother's brainI feel the world's against me and the women are so dirtyI hate women today because my mother used to hurt meI think I'm goin crazy Doc no longer can I hack itPlease, doctor please, put me in a straight jacketA lady picked me up hitchikin, what a big mistakeSeveral hours later, there's a body by the lakeWalked into a train station, headed towards the backCaught a flashback, and pushed a man right on the trackI'm in my darkroom inside my house that is deserteddevelopin the photo of a hoe that I just murderedI took a walk one night because I wanted to get outI stepped outside, I paused, and I was back inside my houseCalled up PLENTY doctors, told em all about my healthMy phone just plays a dial tone, I'm talkin to myselfSnap back to reality, at least that's what I thoughtRunnin from the spirits of the bodies I just caughtI can't escape this hell I'm in, not even in my dreamsI cover both my ears, because I'm sick of hearin screamsI been a mental case since I was in the seventh gradeStabbed another student, licked his blood off of my bladeI got two personalities inside sometimes they battleWhen I look at my picture all I see is scribble scrabbleI feel I'm really losin it, I need to write to AbbyThe characters on TV try to reach right out and grab meI always hear somebody talkin bout they gonna do meBut I listen again and it's those voices talkin to meYou heard of shadowboxin? I see mine and then attack itPlease, doctor please, put me in a straight jacket