Phora - Pain Lyrics
Verse 1:Although I walk through the valley of the shadow of deathI fear no man but God as I take my last breathUsed to beg them to stay and they'd just ask me to leaveYou dont know what strugglin means until they shatter your dreamsKeep moving, no matter if them *****ers wanna doubt you niggaNever been fed with a silver spoon, what about you nigga?From the craddle to my mother*****in' grave *****Heard my momma cryin' homie, I ain't been the same sinceBlue skies turnin' white, theirs blood on the pavementAnd all they ever ask me is "Phora how did you make it?"Not "where did you come from?" or "tell me your story"Theirs a difference between cats who want something from and for meBut I ain't trippin, they tellin me to settle downAha but i ain't settlin' for nothin'And the people i hung around would just let me downEventually I was the only one i trustedReal talk, I try not to show emotionAlot of shit inside me i won't put out in the openI hope i never snap, Lord knows that im destined for greatnessBut those niggas keep testin my patience, I gotChorus:Pain in my heart, tryna not to let it showThey ask me if Im ready, I never said no wayBut you really never know(x2)Verse 2:I just close my eyes and imagineAnd just try to fly awayAiming for tomorrow but we dying by the dayIll be the first one to say i cry I ain't ashamedThey keep tellin me to smile but yo im tryna find a wayLosing touch to myself tears droppin to the pavementHonestly I dont know how much longer i can take itAnd I know how it feels to lose all everyone that you loveAnd start questiong the one up aboveLike why do all the good people gotta dieAnd why these young kids victim to a homicideI dont know but im still searchin for the answersHaven't smoked since my grandfather died from cancerSo dont take offense when I dont hit the blunt with youCause theirs a reason, it dont mean that I dont ***** wit youAll It means is that you dont know what Im going throughDont ask to talk about it, its not something that im open toBehind every smile is a number of tears, told myself that i have nothing to fearBut little did i know when you keep all that pain insideYou'll be your own worst enemy til the day you dieChorus:Pain in my heart, tryna not to let it showThey ask me if Im ready, I never said no wayBut you really never know(x2)
