Pm Dawn - Yang: As Private I's Lyrics
They always find you all the time...I befriended my confusion quite some time agoShe tells me everything is gonna be alright (its alright)My senses make it real to me in all types of waysBut Im so angry at my jealousyThat I hold it inside my heart like its alrightCatapult my visions into realisms bosomsDreams prefer caesarian with plastic spoons and knivesThats what you get when your brain masturbatesTheres no pleasureSo when I evacuate my intimate statesWhile screaming oh how sweet it is to be loved by youThe dirty rats you shoot me in the assSo I dont know what happens when I free my mindOh, the cuts that you create let me be the martyrIf I started to love you now, thered be no end to youOh, pick up my embrace. it lives without a reason.Cause if I killed you now thered be no end to you.Cure my house of cards she sends me tears from outerspaceIm wondering can I not enjoy the pains I find (its alright)Mirrors give me confidence in needing myselfBut Im so terrified of being me I get so rightIm tryin real hard not to be exactly the way I amThe next time I come here all Im bringing to this atmosphereIs the will not to do it againUnderstand, I got neon king kong standin on my backCant stop to turn around broke my sacroiliacTryin to keep sealed where this brothers really atTo tell the new millenium yo, what da dilly blackYou look cute in your stars and stripes she said are you coming outTonightThats why whom ever loves me will have to be my killerCause here Im just a slave tryin to be the niggaOh, the cuts that you create let me be the martyrIf I started to love you now, thered be no end to youOh, pick up my embrace. it lives without a reason.Cause if I killed you now thered be no end to you.
