Ides Of Winter - Disintegrate Lyrics
The pills kept me saneAnd the pills kept me lost foreverDiluted half the fameQuiet they say, or we'll start againMy life's against a wallA firing squad aims for pleasureThe casings around me fallThe exit holes, always sting and the voices say...Do it again. At the end of the day. It's all pretend.These walls won't pray for me. They can't stop grinning.Do it again. We won't hurt you. It's all pretend.These hands don't pray for me.Breathing on the phone. A universe away.Melting into the floor or an early grave.Hoping I'm okay, but it sure doesn't seem that way.A lady speaks from there, I don't quite know.Responding to the questions, from an empty dial tone..."We know who you are, you're a superstar.But stay on the line, 'cause this timeYou've gone way too *****ing far."It really doesn't matter what they sayThe doors are locked and windows barredFrozen in one placeDo it again. At the end of the day. It's all pretend.These lines don't pray for me. An old beginning.Do it again. We won't hurt you. It's all pretend.Do it again, do it again. It's all pretend.These scars don't pray for me.Silent shame.They thought they had me inBut I showed them when I left foreverI revel in all the fameWith all of us, we're one in the sameA pity they never calledI'm losing touch, not knowing the answerBlack crayons against my wallTo mask the gap that grows still wilderIt peels my soul awayStrip by strip I'm gone foreverBut, I revel in all the fameWith all of us, we're one in the same.
