Locracy - Paranoid Masochist Lyrics
I feel it rise, shiveringFeelings so wrong, sickeningA crazy swirl, I can’t bearAgainst my will, I’m going blankPain is my lust, masochistConstant fear, paranoidFrequent arousal, inhumaneMy life turns into constant shameThey call me mental patientInmate is what I call myselfA prison made of pills and needlesFear of an attack makes me freeze butWhen I think of pain my lust turns me into fireEnduring switch between fear and arousal isMelting my mind into a cadaverFreak is what society calls me butIt’s my nature I can’t separate it from my mindA cruel way to manufacture a human being andTo deny its feelings and needsBut deep inside … I’m still crazySuppressing meds … just changed my shellNature is boiling … in my coreIt’s gonna explode … for its revengeImprisoned needs … tend to enlargeDenied freedom … leads to rageI break the cage of MedicationI use my rage to free my mind asI run free I realize my destinyI break up with societyFor my own insanity, my need for isolationNature is coming for meAcceptance makes me freeNo fear and no restraintsThis is my only chancePride - Gone nature kicked me out ofMy Life Now I’m lonely and Hor-nyFear-full I’m afraid forMy-self my needs will never be Ful-filled … ASpi – ral into insanity isMy – life medication shall be the cureNow I turn into aZom – bie no feelings and No joyI feel it rise, shiveringFeelings so wrong, sickeningA crazy swirl, I can’t bearAgainst my will, I’m going blankFear of an attack makes me freeze butWhen I think of pain my lust turns me into fireEnduring switch between fear and arousal isMelting my mind into a useless cadaverFreak is what society calls me butIt’s my nature; I can’t separate it from my mindA cruel way to manufacture a human being andTo deny its feelings and needsPride - Gone nature kicked me out ofMy Life Now I’m lonely and Hor-nyFear-full I’m afraid forMy-self my needs will never be Ful-filled … ASpi – ral into insanity isMy – life medication shall be the cureNow I turn into aZom – bie no feelings and no joy
