Twiztid - Wondering Why Lyrics
[Jamie Madrox]On the windows in my mind at nightThere's some things going on, some of them are not rightI've been locked in this house, in this abusive homeNo one is there on the couch and I'm aloneInside of my head, things are unclearI don't rely on the person I see in the mirrorAnd I don't die for the chance to be standing right hereSometimes I'm a smart ass when being sincere[Monoxide Child]I see everything's flashing, I wish it would stopThere's just something that makes me so nervous about copsAll their pushing and shoving and macing my eyesIt will only keep burning this hate that's inside of meHitting me, kicking me just for the funAnd all I keep on thinking is "Go for the skull!"To protect and to serve are the words you should heedAnd if you don't, we're gonna watch you bleed[Chorus]Wondering Why? (Why?)Not giving up (No)Nothing can break meWondering Why? (Why?)Not giving up (No)Nothing can make meWondering Why? (Why?)Not giving up (No)Nothing can save meWondering Why? (Why?)Not giving up (No)Nothing can change me[Monoxide Child]She loves me and hates me, it's all just the sameBut I can hear her screaming and yelling my nameNow her face is all blue and her eyes are all redFrom the drugs that she keeps on poppingInstead of me helping I'm learning and pushing awayThe visions and memories of things she would sayThey keep coming and flashing so I keep on laughing*****, you never should've *****ed my boy[Jamie Madrox]I'm in touch with my fear, that's why I stay afraidAnd I'll stay that way until night turns to dayAnd them nice words you say will slowly mutateAnd become the better part of you we all love to hateAnd well, speaking of fate, I'm trying to relateTo the ever growing destiny and it's amazing shapeThey tell me I'm straight and then diss me all dayThere's a website debate, was it all a mistake?[Chorus]Wondering Why? (Why?)Not giving up (No)Nothing can break meWondering Why? (Why?)Not giving up (No)Nothing can make meWondering Why? (Why?)Not giving up (No)Nothing can save meWondering Why? (Why?)Not giving up (No)Nothing can change me[Monoxide Child]It just keeps calling me, whispers my nameAll alone I was sitting down in the darkness againAll my friends, they are dead but remain in my headSo I truly believe that they are all my enemyTelling me why, and I'll tell the skyThat Hell is all real and that Heaven's a fantasyCapture me mentally nothing substantially evidentExcept that my head's a little *****ed up[Chorus x2]Wondering Why? (Why?)Not giving up (No)Nothing can break meWondering Why? (Why?)Not giving up (No)Nothing can make meWondering Why? (Why?)Not giving up (No)Nothing can save meWondering Why? (Why?)Not giving up (No)Nothing can change me
